Thursday, January 29, 2009

Hurts when U feel lonely

Heello World.. Hi again.. People say. Blogs for lonely person.. At first I never trust. . then nw I believe on it.. After so long I feel so lonely in my world.. Although there are people around me I feel like im soo lonely.. The world are changing. I realy realise this fact yesterday. A persons change, make a big change in my world.Nw I believe on it tooo. Maybe thats Y i feel so lonely. I feel My world change abit,by a "very importand person in my life" she is my world. Feel kind of different. hmmm. feeling kind of she moving far away from Me.. feeling like she.......... I cant explain.. her smile like fake... like she telling something hiden meaning. Is that true or its just my imagination.. im not sure she realise it or nt.. but I can feel the gap. For example

  • A person who always hold ur and walk then al of the suddenly walk alone.
  • A person who love chocolate a lot, says I don't like chocolate anymore.
  • A person who always like to lay down on the chest, all of the suddenly stop doing it.
  • A person who come and hug me.. suddenly just stop hugging .
  • A person who always like to lay her head on my shoulder, stop doing it.
  • and many more
Im not telling that she stop doing it, but im eager to knw whats the reason. She might not realize it. im not telling a person must to all this.. but im asking where's the person who did all this. Changes.. hmmm.. maybe I dont understand the changes..bt, Y it happens, when it Happen, and for what reason. Its hurts inside,when I dont knw the answer for this questions. although there is a person for Me, Y am I stil feel lonely. Whats the reason for it.. am i boring guy. hmmmm.. maybe. im not sure. Im not as that happening like other guys is it. If thats the reason,What kind of happening guy ,the girls expecting. If u want me to joke. must take it easy and take it as joke and not as a serious issue. If U want me to talk serious and act serious U girls say im serious type and boring. Which way should I go..serious or happening.Bt I want my angel to be happy always.

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